A Better Tomorrow

Kadang-kadang "hari ini lebih baik dari semalam" itu aku rasa satu beban juga.
Walaupun aku cuba atur perangcangan jauh dari pengaruh emosi, jiwa bergelodak tu tetap bagi kesan.
Biar lah tak ada peningkatan, hukum roda kena pakai juga.
Cuma aku harap roda aku sentiasa berputar atas rumput hijau yang indah dan wangi.
Supaya aku rasa bahagia bila berada di bawah walau tak seindah berada di atas.

A word to learn

kadang-kadang bila orang seperti kau menjentik perasaan manusia seperti aku, ianya terasa seperti dipijak lumat. ditikam-tikam. sampaikan nafas aku sependek nafas makhluk yang tersisa dengan separuh kematian. yang jengkelnya, engkau yang tak pernah mahu terima penolakan membuatkan aku tak berhenti memberi. kegagalan aku untuk terus berkata 'tidak' ternyata satu kelemahan. 

Tapi sekarang, keadaan sedikit berbeza. aku nekad merajakan ego dan kau belajarlah terima 'tidak' selain hanya pandai menyebut. menurut kau, berkata 'tidak' lebih seronok dari menerima. sesungguhnya aku sedang menikmati keseronokan itu sekarang. 

jangan sampai kau dah bosan menerima dan aku tidak lagi dipandang sebagai pemberi.

These Time

These times will try hard to define me
And I'll try to hold my head up high
But I've seen despair here from the inside
And it's got a one track mind

And I have this feeling in my gut now
And I don't know what it is I'll find
Does anybody ever feel like
You're always one step behind?

Now I'm sitting alone here in my bed
I'm waiting for an answer I don't know that I'll get
I cannot stand to look in the mirror, I'm failing
I'm telling you these times are hard but they will

And I know there's someone out there somewhere
Who has it much worse than I do
But I have a dream inside, a perfect life
I'd give anything just to work
It's like I'm only trying to dig my way out
Of all these things but I can't

And I am sitting alone here in my bed
I'm waiting for an answer I don't know that I'll get
I cannot stand to look in the mirror, I'm failing
I'm telling you these times are hard but they will pass

They will pass, they will pass
These times are hard but they will

These times will try hard to define me
But I will hold my head up high

Sitting alone here in my bed
I'm waiting for an answer I don't know that I'll get
I cannot stand to look in the mirror, I'm failing
I'm telling you these times are hard but they will pass

And I know there's a reason
I just keep hoping it won't be long 'til I see it
And maybe if we throw up our hands and believe it
I'm telling you these times are hard but they will pass

They will pass, they will pass
These times are hard but they will pass